tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2381513388426509126.post6942924937844057554..comments2023-05-18T10:05:53.459-05:00Comments on attempting to love life without her: this and that...Jenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07386710835021940223noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2381513388426509126.post-36261563876351197192011-02-07T20:10:49.667-06:002011-02-07T20:10:49.667-06:00Of course you miss her.
Jen, I just want you to kn...Of course you miss her.<br />Jen, I just want you to know that I wish there was ANYTHING I could do to bring you a healthy, happy, safe Ella Bella back to you.<br />My heart just aches with how much you miss her. It aches with that beautiful girl getting sick.<br />I'm just so, very sorry.<br />xoxo<br />Christy (almost a mother)Famille Wopathttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11079832305913197806noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2381513388426509126.post-90263751546565100592011-02-07T19:26:09.916-06:002011-02-07T19:26:09.916-06:00Jen, I can really relate to some of what you are s...Jen, I can really relate to some of what you are saying. Since being given Maggies diagnosis and told that she doesn't have long and to enjoy what time we have. I also at times wonder if maybe me being dizzy is much more than just not getting the nutrition I need and sometimes I hope that it is more. I don't know if you feel/felt this too but I just think its not fair for her to go and be by herself. I love my other kids so much and I would never want to miss out on their lives but part of me just feels stuck in a really bad place of wanting to be with her on the other side. I'm sorry I also just have thoughts that probably don't make sense to a lot of people but I can't help but feel torn even though I have no control over what happens. <br /><br />I'm sorry for what you are feeling on this two year mark. I will pray for peace for you. <br /><br />So excited to hear that Lily is walking!!Michelle and Seanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05523818279110462492noreply@blogger.com