She would be 3 years old now.
She would be a big girl.
She would go to preschool with Nana.
She would be talking so clearly.
She would have had her birthday party somewhere fun, because this year, she would know what it was all about..
Instead she is still 8 months and 29 days and we remembered her short life at the cemetery.
2 years and 3 months later, it still sucks.