I have been praying for peace of heart and mind since Ella passed. I have prayed that the Lord would lead us in the right direction towards our happiness..Jay and I have been so empty just searching for joy again, something to make us "worth while" again, and I think we have found it.. we have a plan.. and right now I don't really want to go into detail and *jinx* anything.. but I really feel like as of this week, we are heading in the right direction.. I feel peace that I haven't felt since she left.. please continue to pray for us and that things go as we hope and I will share as soon as we have something for certain to share.. I know this is confusing, and I really want to share, and I will soon..thanks in advance for all of the positive thoughts and prayers..
PS. No I am not pregnant, while I wish this was the case, its not..but it is almost as exciting!