Friday, February 5, 2010

Peace...

I have been praying for peace of heart and mind since Ella passed. I have prayed that the Lord would lead us in the right direction towards our happiness..Jay and I have been so empty just searching for joy again, something to make us "worth while" again, and I think we have found it.. we have a plan..  and right now I don't really want to go into detail and *jinx* anything.. but I really feel like as of this week, we are heading in the right direction.. I feel peace that I haven't felt since she left.. please continue to pray for us and that things go as we hope and I will share as soon as we have something for certain to share.. I know this is confusing, and I really want to share, and I will soon..thanks in advance for all of the positive thoughts and prayers..

PS. No I am not pregnant, while I wish this was the case, its not..but it is almost as exciting!

17 comments:

Julie said...

I am so glad that you have found peace within-hugs and caring thoughts to you and Jay :)

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withoutmypunkin said...

I am glad that you have begun to find peace from within ((hugs))

La Cubanita said...

So happy to hear things are moving in the right direction. Im still waiting for that to happen for me as well. Ill be waiting for an update.

Nan & Mike said...

Can't wait to hear what is making you feel at peace....praying for you and your family xo

Megan said...

Jen I am so happy you have found some peace! You deserve it! *hugs* Can't wait to hear the plan!! a

Once A Mother said...

i am so glad you have found something to bring you peace. sending hugs of support your way.

2awesomekidz said...

Hi Jen
As always i will keep you and your family in our throughts and prayers!
Tami

Franchesca Cox said...

I can't tell you how relieved I am to hear that you are finding peace. It makes a world of difference. Can't wait to hear about your good news !!! :)

xo

Heather said...

I am so happy to "hear" the word peace in you posts.

Kristy said...

Lots of good thoughts for your new plan. I hope it continues to bring you much deserved peace. *hugs*

Kelli with Love said...

So happy you are moving forward. That would be such a hard step, and I'm so glad you've maintained it as a goal...and acheived it. I bet Ella is super proud of her Momma and Daddy.

Amanda L Archer said...

I am sooooo excited!! This going to be great! I love you guys so much!

Mary said...

So happy to hear the excitement in your post. Can't wait to hear what it is.

Owners Misty Maxwell and Fawn Ozug said...

That sounds very promising Jen. I had no idea, but you live two houses over from me. You have to come over for a visit. Really, I mean it. How about Monday? Come over for some coffee at about 9:00am? I'm at 1501. Sorry Caden didn't make it through the whole party.

Akul's mama said...

Jen, my heart breaks every time I see eutiful Ella. I find no peace myself so it is hard to comment on that. But I do hope that the peace you have found is here to stay. With warm hugsss.

Annie said...

Praying for your new path of peace. God Bless your sweet family :) ~ Annie

Holly said...

Haha, you knew people would be thinking you're pregnant so it's good you nixed that! lol I am very glad to hear that the peace you have been searching for has been found recently. Sending positive thoughts and prayers your way!