Friday, August 21, 2009

a year ago..

Ella my precious daughter,
Exactly a year ago today at 7:34am, I was born again when I saw your sweet face...3 months ago, a part of me died when you left.. we had so much joy at this time last year, and now we have only grief and sadness.. I would give anything to have you here with us, to hear your sweet voice again, see your sparkling eyes again..to touch the softest skin I have ever felt..its not right, and it is not fair.. I know the angels are still rejoicing for you Birthday girl, but your mommy is still crying.. and am not certain that it will ever stop.. I miss you much, think of you always and I love you forever..~mommy

7 comments:

Janis said...

Praying for you today Jen!!

Happy Birthday Sweet Bella.

Heather Lyon said...

Happy birthday to Ella!! Thinking of u especially hard today!
Hope u r alright. If u need to talk i am here..
Heather

Heather said...

Praying for you today and always.

Happy Birthday sweet little Ella.

Katie said...

You and your family are in our prayers!

Stephanie said...

Hon I'm so sorry and you're on my mind! Ella will always remain in my heart and I'll always remember her!

Happy Birthday Ella!!!!

Stacy said...

Happy Birthday Ella.
In our prayers.

Anonymous said...

I hope God continues to send small gifts like the beautiful white butterfly. Keep your eyes open.As always your in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Shelley