Thursday, November 19, 2009

six months...

six months of missing you..
six months of thinking of you every moment..
six months since I've heard your sweet voice..
six months since I touched your soft face..
six months since I kissed you..
six months since I held you hand..
six months since I played with your beautiful hair..
six months since you flew away..
six months since we left the hospital without you..
six months of feeling completely broken..

six months seems like an eternity and six months seems like just a moment..all at once..
either way I think of it, six months is too long without you...

17 comments:

Angel said...

I'm so sorry for your loss!

Kristy said...

6 months is definitely too long, hour is too long. Next month is 6 months since L left us. A nice reminder not long before Christmas. Thinking of your sweet Ella. *hugs*

Anonymous said...

Thinking of you today, Jen and keeping you in my prayers, that you will feel God's love surrounding and guiding you through the day.
Lisa V

The Blue Sparrow said...

I agree with with Kristy, an hour is too long. Im so sorry for the loss of your sweet Ella. I am all to familiar with the time seeming like an eternity and again just like yesterday as well. Its so vivid in my memory but my arms ache so bad for Bryston that it feels like years instead of months. Ill be praying for you today, HUGS!

Franchesca Cox said...

My heart is breaking with yours! Six months is too long.

XO

Missing Kasey said...

Thinking of you and sweet Ella.

lost--for--words said...

I can't believe how fast time has been going.... Yet, I feel as though my soul is still sitting there in the hospital holding my baby, seven months ago. I haven't left that place. Lots of strength coming your way...

Lea said...

Any time without our Angels, is much too long.

Happy 6 months, Ella.

xo

Just Breathe said...

I am so sorry. ((HUGS~HUGS~HUGS~HUGS~HUGS~HUGS))
I pray for your comfort.

Holly said...

So true, Jen. :(

Sending you ((hugs)) and thinking of your sweet little girl.

margaret said...

I'm so sorry. Six months seems like an eternity without our precious babes in our arms. Sending you hugs

Once A Mother said...

six months is an eternity, i know. Sending you prayers for some sense of peace, and remembering your beautiful girl with you.

Nan & Mike said...

Holding your hand and thinking of our angels playing together in the clouds. Love, Nan xo

Anonymous said...

Thinking of you today Jen. Love you!

Anonymous said...

Precious, sweet, and loving mommy this is for you....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YSyR3DWl998

Akul's mama said...

Remembering your Ella Bella with you.

Rachel said...

Thinking of you and sweet Ella Bella!