Ella and Wubby just a couple days before she got sick..we had been to target and she was sleepy, for some reason I just wanted to snap a few pics.. glad I did..
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
ear infection...oh how I wish....
A year ago today, I took Ella to the dr. She was not her happy smiley self..She had been diagnosed with a sinus infection the week before and was told this time that she had an ear infection..probably from the drainage and crud from the sinuses.. I took her home, expecting a full recovery and to return back to normal again..I had no idea what the night time would bring.. I secretly worried it was something more, but thought that was just me being paranoid and over protective.. I really am at a loss of what I feel right now.. naive to think that everything would be okay...guilty for secretly fearing the worst..I wish so bad it was just an ear infection.. I wish so bad I had my daughter here..I wish I could have the memories without the pain..
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I'm so sorry, Jen. I wish it was just an ear infection, too. I love this picture of her and Wubby. Thinking of you today.
Wow, Jen. Unbelievable... I'm so,so sorry. Sweet, Ella.. you are remembered with so much love.
How I wish it was just an ear infection. She is such a beautiful little girl!
xo
She's gorgeous. Thank goodness for following your instinct and taking these sweet pictures. I'm sorry Ella isn't here, she's truly precious.
Thinking of you; and missing Ella right along with you. Oh how I wish that she was with you, Jen, oh how I wish it with my whole heart.
Keyla
Oh, how I wish it was just an ear infection, too. I just wish, wish, wish. I wish she was still here with you. A beautiful girl and a beautiful name.
Sending hugs,
xxoo
I know what you mean.
Such a cute photo of Ella and Wubby!
Oh, Jen. Love and hugs to you today. Ella is so beautiful there with her little Wubby. I wish she were with you now.
Absolutely precious...
She is absolutely beautiful.
Precious, precious, precious baby girl. She will always be loved-even by those of us who didn't ever get to hold her or kiss those precious cheeks! Sending a hug your way!
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