Saturday, September 19, 2009

free time on my hands....


It seems as though I always have entirely too much time on my hands.. and I can't seem to make myself do anything constructive with it though..blog hop..stare endlessly at the TV even though I am not really even paying attention.. I should not have free time.. I should have a 13month old running around like a mad woman.. how did I get here.. how has it come to this? Monday will be 4 months since she left.. 4 months without my daughter.. 4 months longer than I ever imagined that I would "make it through" ...barely making it, but making in none the less..

4 comments:

Bree said...

I feel that way all the time. I think four months was my most difficult month. Hang in there. So many of us are thinking of you and sending love.

Heather said...

Thinking of you always.

Anonymous said...

It's strange how your mind can be in chaos and in neutral at the same time. I don't know how that happens, I just know it does. Love you , Shelley

Franchesca Cox said...

Making it nonetheless, so true.